It will be the definition of the lonely 21st century male. It reads like the title of an edgy piece of modern art, does it not? That's me right now, just sitting here staring at a chat window, wanting to send a message through the intertubes to a girl I find myself attracted to with an irrational intensity. I can't even say hi. Well, I have before, but I was ignored, yet something makes me want to try again. I know there's no point, and I know that my fawning over her is typical of pathetic, lonely types.
I've come to terms with being a pathetic, lonely type. I've come to terms with needyness as well. I just want her to know that for some strange reason, contrary to my typically logical way of thinking, I feel like I need her.
Doesn't matter. Doesn't matter now, really, and it definitely won't matter 5 years from now.
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